Why am I Talking to Myself?

Just few minutes ago, I was ever so casually walking  towards the kitchen, like I usually do when I go anywhere inside the house.

And then suddenly...

I said...

"We are gonna go prepare...", and right off the bat, felt a tsunami of question marks.  

"Why am I talking to myself?" 

and moreso, why did I use the word "we" instead of "I"??!!

What is going on here?

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Do I have split personalities, that I am not aware of?  Well of course I have different factions of personalities, I just so hope that it wouldn't turn out something psychotic.

Because well... that's scary.

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I don't know if you think it's normal, but hearing me talking to myself sometimes makes me feel in control.  Like I am having this activity with myself and I am facilitating that activity.  Validating myself.  Confirming what I intend to do and it makes me feel good.

Excited sometimes.

I guess like in any relationships, we tend to forget one of the most important relationships we needed to improve and put more focus on : relationship with ourselves.   We need to address what we think we want somehow, even when we think it's not possible; I'm sure there are ways.  And if and when it wouldn't be immediate, thinking that you've already scheduled doing that already satisfies the craving somehow.

To tame that childish desires and make it work for you somehow and not against you.

In my life, I've learned to never ignore that inner child; to make friends with it and know how it ticks.  And I think once you've master that, maybe then you could make it easier for you to finally act on something you've always wanted for yourself.

And maybe then you could make your dreams come true.

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