"reassuring myself that the universe would somehow bring me to it; that it will cradle me into its arms ... and all I just had to do now is sit back enjoy and relax, do little things that I enjoy."
I've read that line a few days back and I it threw me off the wall. For years now I've always had this vision of me, the future, and I've always nestled on the wonderful feeling of being in it. How I looked and how I dressed like and much importantly how I felt in that moment. That image of me had visited me every now and then and it never fails to give me the same jitters. And that line that I just read, made me feel that all of it was stolen from me. It hurts.
That was probably a good wake up call I needed to pick myself up and actually work my way to get there as opposed to reassuring myself that the universe would somehow bring me to it; that it will cradle me into its arms and drop me off in that moment, and all I just had to do now is sit back enjoy and relax, do little things that I enjoy.
Man was I disillusioned.
Has anyone of you had this magic wooshoo going on in your head? How were you able to snap out of it?
I'd love to know your story. :)
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